Good Bye September

Finally it's 30 September! I cannot believe that this month is over now. It was like a long nightmare that won't end.

Many thing happened during this month not only in my personal life but around the world.. For me I did not have time for anything, but work! My days and nights were full of working especially after two of my colleagues left the work.
The whole world was busy with the US plans to strike Syria and the people were preparing themselves for the worse, which is the war. Many decisions and meeting were held and I felt like the world is turned upside down. The future was vague for everyone and no one was able to determine what will happen next. The situation in the region is very disturbing, the Syrian crisis, the sectarian attacks in Iraq and Lebanon, and the instability in Egypt. Whenever you watch news you can only hear reports on the death of scores of people and demonstrations here and there, needless to mention the "exacerbating" situation in Palestine in light of the feverish Israeli attacks against the Al-Aqsa Mosque and Jerusalem. The situation in general is very disappointing.



I feel that there are like million ideas in my head, but I do not have the guts to say any.. I am just tired I do not want think about anything. I guess that I need a long vacation.. I wish October will be nice to me and brings me some good news.

Inspirational Quote

“Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” 
― Mother Teresa

I am ready to chase my dreams, are you? I may be lost the right track, but, definitely, I am looking for it 

Inspiration

What a great prison :)

This is really touching 

Random thoughts

I hate Eid holiday in general, but this one particularly is so different... I cannot believe that you are not here anymore I know that I have told myself million times that I can get used to this and it is not that hard... But every time I need you and feel like I wanna see you,, I remember that I cannot anymore...

My plans for this holiday is to stay in bed without thinking of anything.. I am tired of thinking :( I feel that I am "strange and outsider" cannot find anything in common with anyone.. Nothing matters anymore while you are away.. 

5arbeesh

Ramadan is about to end :( I am sad because it was one of the best Ramadans I lived in my life, but inshallah better Ramadans are yet to come :)

I hate the fact that Ramadan will end and the Id al-Fitr will start, its nothing about the Id; it is just me I do not enjoy the Id and I do not find the vacation an opportunity to take a rest.

July was really a very long month for me, I had to manage the office where I am working and coordinate with my "uncooperative" coworkers, while my boss is traveling to the United States to chill out with his family and leaving me tonnes of tasks over my head.. Anyway, al-hmdullilah it is almost over, sigh :)

Funny thing I heard during the "gatherings" of Ramadan from a woman who discussed the developments in the region and how "Jordan is stable and secure." She said: "Many protests were organized here in Jordan, but nothing was achieved on the ground because they are a group of youths who have extra time and do not know how to exploit it, [ma r7 yser eshe 3nna allah y5lelna el malik!]" At that moment I was rolling on floor laughing and said: "If nothing changes till now, then something will happen in the near future because people will reach a point where they do not have anything to give to their children to eat. When that time comes, you will see people in the streets, and let us hope this will happen soon." She was like "O.o!" okay whatever. I do not understand when people will wake up and see that we need a change we need reform!

  

  "He who would trade liberty for some temporary security, deserves neither liberty nor security." 

27 July 2013

27 July 2013 a day to remember! It started just like any other usual day, but it ended in an unexpected way.. I do not have much to say, but just one thing which is that I am swimming against the current.. Yet, I am doing this in respect of my beliefs and principles... God be with me I need you...

..يا رب إن لم يكن بك عليّ غضب فلا أبالي

5rabeesh on Ramadan

Today is the first day of the holy month of Ramadan we know that many people loose their temper easily during the day under the pretext "Ana sayym 7elo 3ane!" You can see those people in the streets driving slowly taking the left side of the street and whenever you honk the car's horn you feel that they suddenly woke up and they start "tshbeer" using their hands and facial expressions to tell you to "f**k off" because again he/she is "Sayyam." You can also find those people on the stores and while you are waiting in a queue he stands before you and take your turn, if you try and tell him that its your turn he will "Yj7rak" or in other dialect "Yjje7ak."

There are really many angry people in the streets during Ramadan and after and before it. So do not put the blame on Ramadan its you, you are the problem :P

Take care on the streets and try to avoid those "ANGRY" people because they will ruin your day and might "explode" in front of you. Happy Ramadan may Allah accept our prayers.