Friday, August 9, 2013

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Random thoughts

I hate Eid holiday in general, but this one particularly is so different... I cannot believe that you are not here anymore I know that I have told myself million times that I can get used to this and it is not that hard... But every time I need you and feel like I wanna see you,, I remember that I cannot anymore...

My plans for this holiday is to stay in bed without thinking of anything.. I am tired of thinking :( I feel that I am "strange and outsider" cannot find anything in common with anyone.. Nothing matters anymore while you are away.. 

Monday, August 5, 2013

5arbeesh

Ramadan is about to end :( I am sad because it was one of the best Ramadans I lived in my life, but inshallah better Ramadans are yet to come :)

I hate the fact that Ramadan will end and the Id al-Fitr will start, its nothing about the Id; it is just me I do not enjoy the Id and I do not find the vacation an opportunity to take a rest.


July was really a very long month for me, I had to manage the office where I am working and coordinate with my "uncooperative" coworkers, while my boss is traveling to the United States to chill out with his family and leaving me tonnes of tasks over my head.. Anyway, al-hmdullilah it is almost over, sigh :)

Funny thing I heard during the "gatherings" of Ramadan from a woman who discussed the developments in the region and how "Jordan is stable and secure." She said: "Many protests were organized here in Jordan, but nothing was achieved on the ground because they are a group of youths who have extra time and do not know how to exploit it, [ma r7 yser eshe 3nna allah y5lelna el malik!]" At that moment I was rolling on floor laughing and said: "If nothing changes till now, then something will happen in the near future because people will reach a point where they do not have anything to give to their children to eat. When that time comes, you will see people in the streets, and let us hope this will happen soon." She was like "O.o!" okay whatever. I do not understand when people will wake up and see that we need a change we need reform!
  
  "He who would trade liberty for some temporary security, deserves neither liberty nor security.