My friends :)

Yesterday I went out with my school friends, it has been a long time since we saw each other. Yes actually, it has been 4 years since we finished the school. Everyone was talking about what he has done during this period, and to be frank when I went home and thought about everything, every choice I made I felt that I am satisfied with the progress I had made and I am really proud of who I am right now. This meeting meant too much to me it was sign telling me that I am in the right road. One of the girls was my best friend, who I shared the school desk with her for like 5-6 years before she traveled to Oman to settle there. I am so happy that I met them and I wish I can see them from time to time.



I saw this video and it is really interesting, just one way to describe it "Creativity" at its most forms:

Turning point

Yesterday I saw an ambulance car and heard the sound of the siren... I felt like a light flashed in my head and remind me of that day, which changed my life. It has been a year since that incident, but indeed I still feel the same feeling whenever I hear or see an ambulance car in the street. It was a regular Friday, my dad was preparing himself to go to the mosque to attend the Friday sermon, he went to take a shower and when he finished he felt dizzy and tired. I was with my sister in the salon and we were planning to do some shopping after we finish, when my brother called us saying that dad is not feeling good and that he has a high blood pressure. We went home and we talked with him and tried to convince him that he need to go to the hospital, but he was stubborn and refused to listen to us. After couple of hours he felt that he cannot move his right leg and even his hand, we called the Civil Defense asking them to transfer him to the hospital, I stayed with my sister in the house then my brother called us and said that dad has a DVT and that he should enter the intensive care unit... This incident was a turning point in my life and since it happened many things have changed, the truth is that I will always recall it and will feel that I am heartbroken… Thanks God for every thing.  

الربيع واشياءات

اااااااخ شو نفسي يجي الربيع خلص رهقت من الشتا والبرد وطبقات الاواعي اللي بلبسهم كل يوم عشان ادفا والصوبة اللي بضل ملزقه جنبها في المكتب.. بدي يجي الربيع واروح اشتري اواعي هيك حلوين وجداد وألوانهم فاتحة.. يمكن ازا صار الجو ادفى وصار في وقت امارس هوياتي يخف الاكتئاب الناتج من الدوام المتواصل وعدم وجود حياة اجتماعية... عم بحضر من هلا الاشياء اللي انشالله حابه اعملها بس خايفة كالعادة اتنكس.. 

على صعيد منفصل تماما، اليوم شهدنا "خلاف" مع السيد جينيس غريب الاطوار! كالعادة حاول انو يخفف دو واتنكس ما بعرف كم مرة لازم تنكس الانسان اللي قدامك عشان يفهم انو مو مرغوب في.. أي حد بيقرأ، ازا كان في حد بعرف عن وجود هاي المدونة من أصلو، رح يفكر انو انا بشن هجوم على زميلي بالشغل لأسبباب غير معروفة، متل ما مديري حاليا بفكر، بس اللي متأكدة منو اني عمري ما ظلمت هاد الشخص وبالعكس انا ما بدي احكي معو عشان ما اعطي لحالي مجال اني أغلط بحقو... دائما بحاول يثبت انو هو "الشب الدواوين" وانو احنا البنات اللي ازا انكسر اضفرنا رح نضل نبكي اسبوع، وانا بحكيلو انو عشان مين هاي المحاولات البائسة ازا عشان اشي شخصي بينك وبين حالك راجع حسباتك..

 ما علينا من هاد الموضوع هلأ  خلينا نرجع للطبيعة والجو الحلو والزهر اللي عم بفتح على الشجر :) كتيييير نفسي يدفي الجو واطلع امشي، ان شالله اللي جاي يكون احلى واحسن ;)

Music

I have been singing this all day long

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3E9Wjbq44E

I love this song too :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQkBeOisNM0

Irritable Bowel Syndrome

Aaaaaah it has been a difficult "weekend," I suffered from a horrible stomach ache in a way that spoiled the only rest day I have.. I Google the symptoms and read many articles, I think that I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome [IBS].. This explain the constipation, which I suffer from, but of course this cannot solve the problem. I will go to internal medicine doctor enshallah, but whenever I think about going I feel that I want to cry because I do not have time :( I do not have a "life" because of this stupid decision to work on Saturdays... Wallah I hate it and I just cannot take it at face value... Ya raaaaab 

Depression...

I started working since one year ago and as you know there are always ups and downs, I faced many problems, but I got over them just because I love what I am doing. This job is really what I was looking for, it suits me the best and I learnt many things only in one year, but as you know nothing is PERFECT. After couple of months we started working on Saturdays, It has been so hard I lost my social life and the weeks seem to be endless, I'am tired and I feel that I need a LONG break :(



One of my colleagues is called Shaheen and I gave him the neck name Genius!! I don't think I will meet someone as stupid as he is. Yes, he is one of a kind, he is Genius. He is the example of the negative, stupid, redundant, boneheaded, and ignorant person. I know it is hard to believe that there is a person who has all these negative characteristics, but just as I said before he is one of a kind. Whenever he arrives to the office, I can feel the negative energy coming with him, he is so reliant and always complain about the work and wanna everyone to help him. Ugh.. Sometimes I feel that I wanna kick his a**, I am pretty sure that his mother dropped him on his head.. there is no other explanation in his case.


Frankly, I am looking for a new job because I am really tired and fed up with this sick culture.. I wish I could find something good with professional company... I have not watched a movie since two weeks because I do not have time.. I don't want to work on Saturdays,, okay okay enough DRAMA for tonight... Going to sleep.. Good night my dear blog.